Dear Cil,
i miss you…
Years went by and we’re getting older…
I thought I’ll get over everything and move on.
I’m not.

Did I regret everything?
Hurting you is my one and only regret.

I don’t mind losing love,
been there done that might happen again.
Losing a friend like you,
especially cos of my own dumb mistake
is just,
killing me…

It’s not God,
it’s the follower…
And I am one of them.

I’m sorry babe,
I never meant to hurt you…
I miss you so much…

They said sometimes,
goodbye is for the best.
I still can’t see why
we no longer friends have any good
to whoever.

I miss you so much…